The angels and GODS
their favourite past time is to prick my ass with needles, and the one whose prick rate is highest in a
minute wins the game.
i m the most ugliest entities of homo sapien, a chick would go back home again, puke and take a shower if she will see me early in the morning.
i m full of immensely negative thoughts, i see myself dying like a street dog everyday when i see a mirror
i have no strength of mind and soul, i suck, i m weak , i m feeble, i fear relations, i feel insecure, i am sick,
my dirty soul is never at peace, it alwaz has some crap goin around.
i m worse at socialising coz my fuckin mouth never stops with the filthy ideas cumin in my head.
i can ruin ur day, if given a chance i can ruin ur life even, an all time jerk .. yeah thats me.
i m worst when i m playin counter strike coz i even dont know exactly how it should be played and boast of it every now and then.
i preach shit around whenever i get an opportunity.
i want to deaf my ears by listening to death metal at 20000Db, but unfortunately i never got a chance to do so.
i would donate my eyes to a dying blind man would becum a local hero and would take them away again
after his death, this is what i expect from myself.
i luv being alone,i feel like livin alone in some other uninhabited planet, even an island would do.
i pretend to be gud to u but actually i m plotting somethin fishy against u with my evil cerebrum.
i luv eating stale stuff coz i feel like a rodent searching for something smelly and crappy left out only for
him.
i hate those who try to be gud to me.
i hate doing anything which i m requested to do, i luv being a slave to humans, i luv being ordered, and
commanded.
a complete ass hole, i pretend to be smart enough but all know that how much masked i m.
i luv people who use me and make a fool out of mine, i m alwaz mocked upon by friends.
people around me hate me like hell, but they just dont say it, dont know why---i tell u why--coz my bloody mouth wont stop barking at them.
some call me a dark spot on human race, some the dirty fish of a clean pond, some coward and the rest
think that i m mad.
and the fact of the matter is that i suffice all the necessary and sufficient conditions to be called that.
i m not fit to becum a human and i seriously dont want to live life in this wonderful planet full of goodies made by nature,--the best amongst those r humans!!!!
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"i pretend to be smart enough but all know that how much masked i m."
I will start with one of the lines of your own blog, well i have written not a single blog ever, and did'nt got a chance to read many of those..... BUT
when i went through this one i felt a feeling of strangeness creeping inside me, the way u have written evrything says it all.
I would strongly reccomend people not to go for any judge ment without reading it thrice minimum.
Just go on reading it without thinking anything and then may be you get into the place where I am....
For sure this will be the strangest piece of writting you have ever read in your life
but it tells so much about the guy that how deeply he has thought about it in his mind without even realising it(if u ask him for sure he'll say that he wrote it one go without thinking)
the point is that this blog is having such a wierd sense that one just wonders how can anyone even think like that.
and for you colt i would like to say one thing that only a person knowing you from a long time can really understand it......
and now for the line you wrote dear it says it all ...you have thousands of layers within yourself to explore so just keep on removing the masks and trust me this is not it....... its just a phase that you will go through and come down to a diff. level and may be then you are able to understand the beauty of life and yourself............
i imagine a satanic angel..lookin at him wid gleaming eyes nd a smile exposing the darkness within herself..
standing before him wid her arms wide open ...askin him to engulf her in his world of satan..
which seems to her so true..so real..which is far more better than this cruel..dreamy,fake,confusing ...in which u get entangled in a web...a web of dreams which are so fake...nd the more u try to break free the worse it gets..the web stiffens around ur body tryin to break u ..forcing u not to rebel ....just accept the bond..nd let it go...so u try to give in...give in to those dreams..which u fear will end someday just like tht.. in a snap whn u wake up..to face it.u feel dazed wid ur head spinning nd feelin as if ur skull will burst wid ur brain swirling out..
so u keep dreamin ..nd try never to wake up nd keep ur existence only in this fake world..for ur fake happiness ...make urself believe tht the fake is real..nd in this process u lose urself nd ur existence reduces to nuthing but a fake being.
nd this is wot this post of his reduces me to.sick nd demented.
ok i understand my posts dun appear to be comments..but u make ppl lose their sanity...u force 'em to think...
:):)
@Kanal: Dhanyawaad bahut bahut aapka ...
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